I'd love to live here for a couple of weeks, not leaving the room, only eating take-out. I'd love to get away for some time.
All images were taken from this awesome blog. Feel free to check it out. The blogger chick is also pretty awesome, so feel free to check her out, too.
There's also this cool lifestyle blog by my friend Stella. You'll find some good music there, find out what cool people do nowadays and probably see some cool pictures, and get outfit ideas I guess.
I'm was just sitting here in Frens Cafe and thought I'd write something.
I recently celebrated my birthday and the party was pretty fun. It wasn't exactly as I'd have liked it to be since I didn't have all of my good friends there, but it was good enough I suppose. I got an awesome Star Wars T-shirt and other cool stuff, including money. But the present I liked the most was a bottle of Jack Daniels whiskey. I'm not an alcoholic or anything, but I enjoy good whiskey. It's one of the few types of alcoholic beverage I'm even willing to drink. I enjoy the taste, but almost never the feeling of drunkenness, which is why I seldom drink at all, and never to get drunk.
Back to the party now. It was a 20's themed party. The men looked exactly like I expected them to, but the women's outfits seemed a bit exaggerated. There were about 25 people there, I suppose. I'm never good at guessing the number of people at a given event. I'm always off by at least 10 people so there was probably +/- 25 people.
Well, it's fall once again and the days are pretty short and dark now. Winter and Christmas come soon and I'm actually looking forward to them. It's a time to be spent with good friends and family, and that's exactly what I'm planning on doing. I have some thoughts on what I want to do to make Christmas great for the people around me. I'm going to bake gingerbread cookies and be really friendly to everyone so that they can enjoy these dark times. I want to make that grey unwelcoming place called Koidula a bit better for my classmates even though I'm not really feeling a good vibe from them and I'd rather spend time with my Sütevaka classmates. FYI I'm going to see them today so that will brighten my day. I quite miss them actually, although I've known most of them only for a couple of months. And of course not only classmates - I have a lot of good friends there and I wish I could see them all more.
The only thing keeping me in Koidula is the education. I greatly enjoy physics and maths so I'm going to keep going there to educate myself in those subjects. Otherwise I would leave right away. Hell, I wouldn't have even gone there in the first place. People there are so judgmental and uptight, and so fixed in their own opinions and points of view. Of course I'm not talking about absolutely everyone, but in overall, that's the emotion and impression that school and most of its people still give me.
I've gone on long enough for one post. Sorry for the lack of images and music, but I'm using a horribly slow public network and am unable to upload any photos.
Just a quick update on what's going on.
First of all I'm changing schools. Going from Sütevaka Humanitaargümnaasium to Koidula Gümnaasium. It's sad that I won't be able to see all of my good friends in Süte every day. Most of my best friends are there (but not the very best) - people who are very dear to me. On the other hand, in Koidula I'll get to study the things I want in a manner I want. There's physics and math which I can't do without. In addition to that there are better teachers (in my opinion). Today, my class sent me off with an extremely warm goodbye and that made my leaving that much more bearable.
Secondly, I've seriously taken up programming now. My bro's teaching me, or giving me directions at least. It's fascinating and I can't wait to write something myself. But first I need to learn a bit of theory.
Then there's the Ewert and the Two Dragons concert which was fucking awesome (pardon my French). Went to see it with a good friend and overall awesome person.
Anyway, keep doing what you're doing.
Procrastination is one of the biggest problems I have. I delay things until the last minute all the time. I'm not actually complaining, because I haven't had any problems with it so far. Thus I have no reason to stop procrastinating, because I haven't learned any lessons about it being bad. Now that I think about it, it isn't actually a problem, maybe a potential problem, sure, but not a real problem at the moment. So I'm going to leave it at that.
On a side note, I decided that a post a month is suitable with my laziness level and I guess I'll be able to keep that schedule. So expect that in the future.
There's a lot of stuff going on. Seems I'm a real theater visitor now. I'll be going to the theater quite a lot in the near future. Also, I'm going to the Ewert and the Two Dragons concert with on of the coolestest (intentional) people I know. On the other hand there's some real interesting stuff going that I'm not going into detail about here. But be assured, it's intriguing and pretty deep on occasion (at least for me).
Life's a bitch. Just thought that needed saying. But I suppose everyone knows that already anyway. Just a reminder.
Uhmmmm... there's nothing reasonable coming from me anymore.
So whaddaya say we get to the unreasonable stuff.
Epic pictures. Love 'em.
Anyways. The thing is that I'm in fucking love, alright. And if anyone who isn't involved or I haven't involved myself asks me about it, I'm just going to: A) change the subject, B) keep perfectly still and silent or C) walk away. Immature you say? Well, here's a link to how many fucks I give: right here, click, I dare ya.
I think this is a good time to thank my best friend Stella for much needed advice, the occasional up of the cheering and some justified pushing. Thanks Stella :)
But what can I say about the girl? Well, she's everything I have ever looked for. Even considering the fact that I haven't been looking for any of the things that she is. So I guess she's everything I should have been looking for. Makes sense. I could write a couple-thousand word novel here about her, but that is definitely a thing that I'm not going to do.
Oh and one more thing - I think that the next couple of posts will not be very cheerful. Figure it out yourself why.
OK, I'm back. Some people urged me to keep writing so that's what I'm going to do.
I seriously overestimate people. I believe that everyone who I meet is supposed to be a mature rational human being. I have been disappointed an immense amount of times by finding out that they're actually not. I believe it's because that's the kind of people I want to meet. I suppose it's normal to not always be having calm conversations and whatnot, and to sometimes want to do things that are considered childish. I personally refrain from doing stuff like that.
Saw it in my friend's blog. Isn't it awesome?!
My life's been pretty ordinary lately. My (still) new school is awesome. Some really great people there. The whole school is a big source of inspiration and boost to creativity. I have a couple of plans already beginning to take shape. Like going abroad as an exchange student for example. Also I have made some great new friends of people I didn't know were actually nice people. All in all, life is good in despite of some little setbacks that I'll probably get over.
I am going to tennis training again (I didn't have time in the summer for I had work) and I'm really enjoying it. Old friends and good people. Plus I love playing tennis. Also I'm in my school's choir which is kind of great. I am beginning to control my voice better and better, and I like singing.
I also have a lot more plans for this school-year that I want to accomplish. Like properly learning some basic programming language, getting better at playing the guitar and getting good grades at school. So far I've been on the right track for the last two, but I really need someone to help me get started with programming. I know my brother will help if I ask, so that's what I'll do.
Right now I'm sitting in Wine Piccadilly and will soon head to choir practice.
Also, would someone please teach me to jive! I just want to know how to dance jive so bad. But I don't really have time or the resources for a dancing school or teacher. And as I understand it, I just can't go somewhere and learn to jive. I have to learn a whole bunch of different dances, which wouldn't actually be bad, but I'm not that interested in dancing.
Anyway, enjoy your lives, 'cause I sure am.
Have a good one.
O.
The last week or so has been a terrific time. First was school camp which was simply awesome. The people were great and we had a blast doing all the shit we had to do. Plus, it was a great way to get to know my new classmates (most of whom are great, but I'll get to that in a moment). At camp each new high school student had their own "god" who basically were in total command. They gave us assignments like eating and drinking some seriously disgusting stuff and dancing or just laying down on their command. Basically what ever they wished. But on the contrary to what some might think, it was actually fun.
Now on to the class. My classmates are a bunch of talented and otherwise cool people. There are all kinds of musicians and athletes and dancers and whatnot. So far we've all gotten along pretty well. We have an ongoing plan to make our classroom a well-decorated place with couches and other furniture, posters and a speaker system. It's cool that the school lets us do stuff like that.
School itself has been... well... like school. Only that now we get to use our laptops. It's great fun actually and helps make school tolerable, if not more.
Right now I feel weird. I feel like if I deemed it necessary, I would beat someone up. I am not a violent person, but right now I feel like that if someone maybe insulted one of my friends or stole something from me or betrayed me, I would beat them up just to teach them a lesson. It is the most random and at the same time awful feeling, 'cause it actually solves nothing - the beating up, I mean. Nevertheless, I would kick someone's ass just for the sake of it.
