Won't get lost in your world

Well, a quick update on what's been going on. First of all, during the last two days I've had the utmost pleasure of spending a little time with my friends again. I really can't think of people who I want to be with more than my friends. I felt kind of bad for working so much that I didn't get to hang out with them, but I guess it's cool. We went on a boat trip the other day and, aside from me getting a bit seasick as usual, it was really fun. In addition to that, they came to see me at work, too, which was also nice.

After the boat trip we had a little get-together with the people from work and had a blast. I surprised my parents by notifying them that I wasn't going to be sleeping at home that night. It isn't very often that something like that happens so they were a bit surprised.

Today, I spent a nice morning all by myself. I just loved going to a cafe, getting some breakfast and watching people walk by, going to work or running their errands or whatever.

Other than those little highlights I haven't been doing much. Just work and home and chores - you know, the usual.

I'd just like to mention that the weather has been just fantastic lately. All the storms and rain and dark clouds - I am just loving this.

Oh, also I'd like to mention that basically every picture in this blog has been taken from good friend of mine's blog which is here. Thanks for having such a great eye when choosing pictures.

Now that the boring topics are covered I'd like to lay some thoughts of mine on the table. Or the screen, if you prefer.

But first some music:

Well, what I wanted to talk about was, well, basically, talking. I'm not sure if I've mentioned this here before (I'm pretty sure I have on numerous occasions) that I like to talk to interesting people about interesting subjects. Yeah, I'm sure I have brought this up before.

Anywho, where I'm getting at is that lately I've had the privilege of speaking to some really intelligent or in other cases really sweet people or even really annoying people. Basically, all kinds of people. And what I've realized is that not many people share my views on things. Well, sure, there are similar thoughts about the little things, but what I'm talking about here are the big world-affecting matters.

What I've realized is that so many people's reasoning is too simple, too closed-minded. As I see things, there's always like a million different angles to look at something and I always try to find as many as possible before engaging the thought further, but it appears that not everyone thinks that way. Selfishness and hypocrisy are the things that are stopping people from seeing. It's just another sad thing in the world that I personally can't do anything about. So no point in expanding on this any further. But hopefully you get my point.

I'm not a negative or pessimistic person, I think I'm more of a realist. So on the contrary to the kind-of-negative tone of my discussion above, I think that life is great and worth fully embracing.

Have a nice evening.

O.

Need you by my side

Well, gee. I've been working a lot. I mean, a lot. Today'll be my seventh day in a row and it can get a bit tough, but I'm alright. Tomorrow I'll rest. And then back to work the day after tomorrow.

The old "judging-a-book-by-its-cover"-saying has come up a lot lately and it got me thinking. For example, recently I have got to know this person a little bit. Before meeting her, judging by her friends and other factors, I would've thought (and I'm ashamed to say that I did a little bit) that she was a greatly unpleasant person. But then, to my surprise, I discovered that she is a nice person, unlike her friend by whom I judged her.
It's actually pretty awful how we judge people by their looks and other outside factors. I've recently found many great people whose looks are extravagant. It really doesn't matter. It's just sad that so many are unable to look past those things.

Oh how I would like to have a glass of whiskey and just sit at a bar and talk to some interesting person. But apparently that is kind of difficult for a number of reasons.

My name is Ottomar Vaga and have a good evening.
O.

Cool

That is pretty freaking awesome. Great place for a pool.

So he won't break

My new favorite band is The Black Keys. The best blues band I have heard. Loving their music right now. Not all of is that bluesy but it's all really great.

I'll write something more soon.

O.

All the cool stuff

Captain America - the coolest-looking superhero, in my opinion.

Which is better?

Old

Or

New

O.

Thoughts

So listen to me, one, two, three.

Well, yeah. Not the best mood right now. I hope you forgive me and bear with me. Or not. Oh, and one more thing - you most probably won't understand what I'm exactly talking about and I will not be going into any details.

I would be fucking flattered if someone put this much effort into seeing me, if someone tried this hard. But of course it's not alright. There always has to be something wrong. I haven't done a single fucking thing wrong, but still there are problems. Well, I say to you a good old "Whatever". Do what you will.

For some reason I feel like staying home and not doing anything social. And that has been the case for the whole week. I have no idea as to what the reason(s) might be, and to be honest I don't care, either. I like home.

I hate mixed signals and people who are incapable of making up their minds or doing the things that they decide to do.


önlgöangalögopjapalhggölhmj,äslllgnasghöafoj

Yes, that and a lot more is what is on my mind tonight.
O.

Emotions

The theme song of this year's Estonian Dance and Song Festival. I spent a week in Tallinn and danced. Most of the week was spent rehearsing, but when the actual festival began, the emotions were enormous. I for one loved it. I'm definitely doing that again.

We formed the map of Estonia.

We didn't sleep much during the whole week and partied. It was a lot of fun most of the time.
I made some great new friends from all over the country. People there were really great and friendly for it was a national patriotic event that brings Estonians together. I am definitely proud to be one myself.

In other news, I'm kind of not liking my job, to put it lightly. Long story short: I'm quitting. There a loads of other things I want to do for which I wouldn't have time if I had a job.

I have a lot of things on my mind. I plan to accomplish some things during this summer. I am going to spend time with friends and also alone. I'm not going to talk about my plans much, because I'm pretty sure that no-one is really all that interested.

I love the guitar, my friends and a lot of simple things.

I wish you all the best.
O.